no matter how hard i tried ,

feeling dissapointed * really can't hardly hide *
perhaps , maybe you can told me ealier .
if i didnt give you a call , maybe you
just cancel it when the day come right ?
i'm sure if my dad knew , he'll angry .
why don't you told me ealier ?
really feeling disappointed with them .
does it make sense ? only then when i bought the tickets .

sometimes i thought that i cant trust them anymore .
i wont bare to face the pains .
it's very painful and hurt ,
don't you know ?